1. Last night was all right, I tend to be bored with songs, but when I sing it Jesus, it's a totally different meaning
2. Last night was a success, but standing up for two hours prevented me from going for a nice walk this morning - but it's okay
3. Am nervous for the actual performance on Sunday
4. I have copies of the songs we're gonna sing, and am gonna go through them for review
5. The mic volume was kinda' iffy, I hope am sounded better

1. I knew I was already busted going to PnW practice
2. Am still insecure with my music that I play album(s), Weezy basically, to get me toned for notes
3. I was already busted, because am going there tired due to the excess play of Starcraft 2
4. At practice, it did become unbearable.  I was losing my patience in our last run
5. Really glad when it was over, I wanted to go out more and celebrate
6. There's that Hillsong song I need to learn (master), "My shield/My strength...  My Deliverer"
7. Starcraft is great, I spend resources to what I have, am bulking up on minerals, and I make Marines
8. Probably saw the greatest Zerg player yesterday - dude was really good with his infestation
9. Slept early, lol, and had a good sleep

• Walked around Milton with my cdman, I had Teflon Don, The Blueprint, and a bit of TP2.com
• Was really tired after that I went for a sleep
• Decided to go to Acton with parents, because I wanted to see the place
• Walked around, again, in Acton, and took a couple of pictures
• Drove right away to Square One, had Greek food at the food court
• At Square One, I wanted some loafers, so now, am really trying to get them
• Loafers are good with dressed pants - that's the motivation

This day was more or less basic, it just got better in the evening.  I was Acton where it was my first to be there for a while.  We're on route 25, and I noticed how nice the houses built in the country side, am like, "If I had all the money, I'd live here!"  I like isolation, 'cuz I noticed whenever am at north, my mind is so relieved that all mental strain go away.

But since I had to wait long for my parents' denture work, I decided I would walk around their mini downtown, I wanted coffee as I usually do, and found a Variety store which would provide it, a Chinese woman served me, and I got a good cup for a very reasonable price (dollar twenty five cents).  The town was basic that it had taekwondo class, which a lot of small towns have, but after a few blocks, the town was over.  I went around their residential area, and it's really an old city, because the houses were really small.  The whole time am walking, I have my walkman with me, and I have Rick Ross mixtape (good beats, I guess.)

I've been walking all day, so when I got to the clinic, I was tired.  I went to livingtruth.ca with my XPERIA, and I was able to learn things through the sermon.  And what I learned was, Knowing God through Experience.

It's different to know God in theory and through experience.  There were a lot of Bible characters who had to learn God through experience, from Abraham to Gideon (Joshua and such).  Charles Price even mentioned that preachings can be boring if God is unknown through experience.  Because knowing God is not done in classroom, it's in our actual lives.

So there's a lot to learn in life.  Right now, am affected with things that writing is hard to translate.  LOL.  I basically played SC2 over two to three games, and it was that, it's a colony trying to make armies, lol.  I won all games, and the game will be in itself.  What's happening now is that, people win so much that they're fighting for personal stats.

I remember Michael Jordan used to do this, he used to check the stat papers to see if he has a triple double.  I think people always want to compete, always be number one, lol.  It's at this stage that I don't know people's hearts, maybe they're still unhappy even with all the goals accomplished.  Maybe having more goals keeps the motivation in life (going).

But if it's teamed, a win is a win, and while at it, you're just basically trying to survive, and help teamates who are getting bombed.

I have to be creative, because this evening will be boring (again).  I think what's essential here in North America is that, books can be a resource for (basically) survival.  LOL.  I think it can be so boring at times that we lose meaning in life.

Like right now, even with all the thoughts, I don't have anything to write.

Last night was just eating where the food kept coming over buffet.  Thai Fusion was the restaurant, and I was expecting noodles, and the pad thai, and call it an evening.  But the platter came off as curry chicken, crab balls, crab legs, curry beef, kalbi, and I was just picking food that I became full, and I started feeling sleepy, and I went out for another drive, and had a large coffee.

Life is really simple here in North America that music dominates our lives.  Like this morning, I basically spent a lot of time listening to music @ youtube.  In the car, I have Weezy, and it's this constant feed of music.  I got so good with music that I harmonize along the melody I hear.  I like it 'cuz my mind can be amazed with what I come up with.  Weezy always has good beats, and I try to go along with it with drum patterns.

But that's life, after that, it's really just blogging, reading, and a bit of tv.

Again, I don't remember Friday night, yeah, I can't remember Friday night.  Oh yeah, I was at Premier Fitness swimming Friday night.  PF's changerooms has a mini tv room and the Raptors happened to be playing.  So what happened was, I took my time to watch some Raptors.  Am mentioning this story, because I do come across people every time am on this seat,  I hear all kinds of comments, the last that happened was with the Leafs on their four game winning streak in the beginning of the season.  But people are like, "Raptors lost."  That kind of stuff.  But am on my seat, and these two men where like, "I have faith, am trying to be spiritual."  I don't know what religion they were on, but it's my first time to hear from a secular realm people talking faith and spirituality.  I eavesdropped, but the conversation died really fast.  I looked, and they were on the smartphone going through the apps.  But this evening was great that I was able to do some nice swimming, I decided for this swim, because I was stressed out with my SC2 play.  I think exercise is really great for stress relief, like after this, if I have to burn this, exercise will take care of the negative feelings.

I think it's the pursuit of good life, nobody wants bad life, but sometimes there will be bad times, but with myself, I keep pursuing the good life.  After this, I planned dancing in the basement with my cds.

I think we're never happy that we're always pursuing the good life.

Wow, still tired over it,  Friday was forgotten, I can't remember what I did.  But Saturday was great with all the singing.  I know it's Valentine's and that I have to talk about love.  Well, I get periodic devotions from Colin Smith (www.unlockingthebible.com), and the topic I read this morning was "True Love".

I don't even know if people care with love, I dunno.  But with Ruth, she's going with a woman was bitter, sad, and disappointed, but she went along with her serving her and stuff.

I'll basically post the sermon here,

Got killed in Starcraft, but right after, I swam it off.

I felt stressed out that I had to go for an exercise.  Stress can be annoying, because even with all the regimen, something is always lacking.  I felt this at showers, am like, "How come I still don't feel all right?"  Then I started pulling my hair, and I realized that all the stress was in my head.

Swimming was good though, I thought about going back again feeling the good hormones oozing out of my body.  I really have to make it a priority to always go swimming.  I guess, because it's a total body workout.  Something with my whole body that's like a massage.

I think I play too much video games, I realized this when I was reading the Sims manual, it's not hurtful, because these games do make sense.  For me, these are simulation, but how much is too much?  I played SC2 with a missing teamate, and I still tried to win, like how far is competition gonna go?  I lost the game, and I was frustrated - without a teamate.

Day was fun, it's just it's almost midnight, and this day's almost done.  I'd like to continue and keep having fun.  I think am gonna go back to battle.net,

So it's wisdom time.  Wow.  What is really wisdom, and where do we find it?  Am just coming off from a long sleep, and I was watching Casino Royale before that, it's basically a man shooting people.  I dealt with the movie, because of Nassau, Bahamas, I wanted to see the place.

I think what ends up happening, for me at least, is that, I become sad.  Regardless what I do, from walking, I mean, "fun" stuff, there's always sadness.

But it's really okay, am gonna continue finding wisdom.  It can't be foolish all the way, there are parts in my life which are fun.

But just the seams in life where it's dead.  I think Switch Foot said it best where, "We were meant to live for so much more, have we lost ourselves?"

'Cuz really, people are just walking around and dealing with business.

When television is viewed, is that wisdom?  Is it fun, is it funny?