Obviously people are unhappy with their lifestyles, and there's a competition of sensuality, because you have the idea that sex was gonna make everyone in the world happy.
Well, the irony of sex is that it actually destroys
Sex is primal, but when it's abused, the consequences can be devastating.
Obviously we're all coming from infancy, and I myself is not number one with this thing, I've only gone to notice this when I myself was getting frustrated with my own life.
And it's an issue of war, it's not an issue of peace and relaxation, because once you're trapped into the Jones' of life, the corporate world literally becomes Alcatraz, it's a prison made in an island near San Francesco, it is a dilemma, because the hunger for money and material are so surreal that you gonna end up keeping up with the Jones', and this is why people get obsessed with work and business, because you have to have all the money to pay for what you just bought.
Sex can even be psychology, I find that when individuals hate you, the laceration of actual sex, and even rape, can occur.
Growing up, I always had the belief where I was gonna be moderate, my friends wanted to be big, and so their actual lifestyle would show all the luxuries in life, but I grew up with just one, or two, friends, even with my social media, I have situations when I would only get one like whereas everyone else would get massive attention with all kinds of likes.
But I put things in perspective, this is my life, and this is how I see things, because money making to me is different to how the rest of the world does it.
Money to me need good business, you can't just say, "I have one million dollars.", because you don't, and you don't especially when you have nothing to show for it.
Even presentations skills, you have a situation where you're gonna be graded, you're gonna be graded if you're good at it or not. And a lot of people think they can do whatever they want on stage, no, you don't, there are conditions and criteria on stage.

So my close friend is getting married in a few months, September actually.
I go off in a notion that, because the soon-to-be-bride was born and raised in Italy. It's not altogether her descent, because I understand that my close friend also upgraded with some of the things he now looks. And for the most part of our lives have been this mall thing, I mean everyone embraces Ralph Lauren and what not.
But the plan now is to get myself an Italian suit, stuff's seven hundred dollars w/ tax.
And it's not entirely Robert Di Nero, but the connotation of things especially on that theatrical level, I have to say that things get serious.
I like suits.
I'd wear suits all the time if I had all the money.
Because my inspiration is still Karl Lagerfeld, am trying for Jason Wu now, and I feel his collections modernly are better than Karl's, but the Italian way of things is just so peculiar.
So as my aspirations grow for this navyish blue silky suit, I started planning how to attain the seven hundred dollars, w/ tax, because I don't use my credit card, and am not this type of guy who's gonna buy something like this, it's only conditional at this point because it's Mark's wedding, I've known him all my life.
So for that next few months, I feel my lifestyle has to change, I have to be more coherent in terms of what books am gonna read, the music am gonna play as I go outside, I can no longer deal commercialism on a daily basis, because I am out there, and money is spent when am at the mall or something.
But the notion is to just get the seven hundred dollars, and once it's handful then I get the Italian suit.
I just wanna look good.

I guess I go back to the start with a strong punned intention, pun intended! Jest.
Am gonna need all the luck in the world for this.
I kinda' said a few things in Blogger, my URL is thearrayoflove@blog.ca, no surprises, don't ask me why I chose those words for my url.
I just wanna elaborate things for Xanga, it's my revival because I was on this site for a long period of time.
Yes, it is 2.0 now, but I don't entirely see the difference, there are functions that are true anywhere else, but pretty much one has to blog in a hard fashion for this one.
Am really out of thoughts, I do wish that I can meet some bloggers here, and that I could discuss a few things, I understand that people tend to be simple online, but yes am just out of thoughts, I went to customize my public look, and I basically just enlightened my text, I need it for readability sake.
It's not that am confused, it's just an issue that it's kinda' difficult to blog.
It's a learning curve for me.
I will publish this, and I will go around Xanga looking for trouble, basically, pun.