So yeah, there's motivation to write, because one particular entry kept getting visited by a Jew.  Footprints will show which people are coming from different countries.  Am wondering, "How come it's always the same link?"  It's always that same entry, you know what I mean?  I re-read the entry, and there was a reference to my God.  Biblically, apostle Paul said that the Gentiles would be blessed so much that the Jews are gonna be jealous.  Am looking at my writing, and am like, "Could it be that they're jealous?"

The other link which was getting visited frequently was my Chatboard, am also like, "Why?"  I re-read it and it contained Terrence comments, and it had Christianity involved, "Could it be that they're reading my testimony?"

To be godly, I learned today that God is security.  I wanna be well, but at the same time, life is in hardship and busy that relaxation and contentment are hard to achieve.  It's also in a way where I will find something to do, because I just can't sit around leading to boredom.

So the evening's been busy, I just played a couple of games with NHL 2010, and I lost both games, I lost focus on this game, because I've been Starcraft forever now.  With Starcraft, my wins are coming in consistently.  The game is tough, because I don't know where that next level is gonna come from.  I didn't play for a few games, because I wanted the opponents to be challenging, because their game needs to be developed.  I don't know among you who plays the game, apparently, millions of people around the world play it.

I don't know what else to write mainly because, PC and PS3 take dominance.  I can say that I had a good time in the car with all the music, going back home, I heard We Are the Champions by Queen, and I remember with the Chicago Bulls then when they kept winning championships, that used to be the theme song, and I'd be singing it inspired.

Another bloggie.  So the issue of boredom was raised at CLC last Sunday over a sermon.  The statement affiliated with it is that, boredom is dangerous.

So this is what happens, am bored, so I blog.

With King David committing severe sins, scholars have concluded that it was out of boredom.  There's a lot of other reasons why it went that way - where he had cracks and fault lines with sins in his earlier reign as a king.  But it was being idle and bored which drove him to commit adultery and murder.

Yeah, multiple times I've blogged today, and I don't stop, uh-ah-uh-ah-uh (c) Diddy.

What's the point of this entry?  Well, last week, around Friday and Saturday, I had over a thousand footprints, yup, over a thousand.  Xanga tracks down which areas in the site were visited, and yup, Chatboard, what ta heck.

I still keep in touch with technology today, I mean, I'm not extreme or serious about it, but I still get the general idea to how websites are being promoted, and I have to understand that it'll evolved continuously forever.

So this entry is mainly to keep my fanbase going.  I think it's lucid, I think it's a hit-or-miss on my site, but I can't complain nor be disappointed, because Twitter was just a side project.  Actually, in business, you don't know which projects are gonna prosper, and you don't know which ones are gonna fail.  But trying it essential, because it gives you a chance to prosper.

Being lazy about, I played a game of Starcraft again.  I understand life changing stories have to be made out for great marketing purposes.  I leave a lot concealed, because I still believe in privacy, but obviously, you have this thing called "Psychology".  Over the weekend, I learned that the first word of "Psycho" of that word, means soul.  So yeah, whatever's seen psychologically in me, is my soul.

I don't believe in it too much, I've also been hit with sorcery before, and I didn't like how psychology involved with it.  I hardly read people, and I see that a lot of people get into it, and that it's becoming their life.  But am still word and action kinda' guy.  You really know the person by his action (deeds).  If a person is always showing up at church, that means something.  I understand that showing up at church can mean a lot of things, that maybe on my part, am looking for a woman, or women.  But I understand the judgement comes along in my actions.  I does happen that the decisions change once in that function.  Temptations and decision makings are always altered, where, the initial plan can be changed.

But I find the whole thing difficult.  There's people who are always analyzing, and doing the pros and cons, and totally miss life, you know?  It's really wise to proceed without being idealistic.  President Roosevelt said that, "You do whatever you can with whatever you have wherever you are."  I think it's really damaging to an individual where he gets disappointed over a bad weather.

I understand there's also spirituality problems too, people don't attempt because of fear.  There's that person in the Bible in the book of Proverbs where he won't go out the house, because there's a lion just right outside the door.  So with that fear, things are never attempted or tried.

I just finished with a game of Starcraft, and it is that, I would have my wins, and I would have my losses.  But it's no big deal if I lose, it does take its toll once it's too much, so I would do reviews and see how I can make my game better.

I wanna expense energy, because I slept long times this evening, it's difficult if sleeping much and I go back to sleep now.  It'd be nice if I can go out or something, this is probably why am blogging right now,

But today was spent taking pictures, and going for window shopping in Yorkdale mall.  I have had say my trip to The Bay in Yorkdale mall, and how I was so impressed with the store.  But I was also happy my picture taking, I did get confused where to take my camera, and while deciding, I kept thinking central Mississauga, and that's what happened.  I took myself to the Civic Centre and Living Arts Centre.  My photos are shown in the album.

This evening is going all right per se, I have spent time having a good time in the car listening to club music.  And it's a good era, because there are good music.  This one song I Remember by Demau5 is really awesome.  I appreciate music nowadays, 'cuz they're happy, am with various music, and the modern music is great, 'cuz they're happy, hip hop nowadays thrive because they're happy music.

The ramifications, I do tend to use big words such as this mainly because that's friggin' reality!  I had a great time at Yorkdale mall today, but coming back home, the highway can be frikkin' scary!  So ramications is the word used best for it.  Ramification suggests risk, conflict, and difficulty, that's how I really see this word.  At the same time, I can normalize the situation by using the word(s) The Ongoings of Today, that would totally defeat what just went on with the afternoon.

I think it's great to use big words, because the ensuing stories could greatly magnify the writing material, to say the least.  It's great for train of thought where, when Ramification is used, everything involved in the day is included in the writing material.  I could say that, that word is a blessing, it's hard to write, you know.

Conflict number one for this afternoon, I wanted to buy several cologne but had no budget for it.  I mean, I only had ten dollars, and the prices were going from eighty to hundred-twenty dollars.  I do question myself, or get self-conscious, because am like, "What's she thinking me not being able to afford products?"  When I say She, am referring to the sales lady.  That's Canada.  I was in The Bay at Yorkdale, and it's hard to walk into that store broke.  Personally, I could say that, that store is a little Paris, France, am really impressed with their whole production from presentation to items.

It's a conflict, because I initially just wanted to check out watches in which one am getting from my mom for Christmas.  I actually found a watch where it's formal and luxurious use, but when I roamed around the store, I saw black coats, and am like, "Deng, my scarves would look so good with these."  Am motivated for coats, because it actually froze today, the weather is really winter now, and it's really freezing.

But a full day, and I loved it, because I do have a hard time living, and to my surprise the window shopping was awesome.

It's obvious with how things get done @ Facebook:  There's no page counts.  I tried making my xanga as a business, and still is, but it struggled with my Adsense.  This time around, am motivated to blog here, because I feel my Facebook profile didn't work out well.

What ends up happening with xanga blogging is that, it is fed to Facebook, so same story.

Being here is a project, at the same time, it is an experiment to how many views I get with my writing, and ultimately my marketing skills.

My mood right now is not the greatest, am really tired right now, and I have to get up early tomorrow, so things are not favourable right now.

Why am I tired?  Well, I play a lot of Starcraft, and the games tend to be almost one hour long.

It's not really harmful, I just feel the effects next morning, 'cuz it is a hangover where I really feel beat.

Hey, xangons, yeah, the problem is, How To Market Xanga.  How do we really do it?  I just smile.  Am not coming off desperate in this,  For products, I understand there's marketing involved, I really understand that there's marketing involved.  Haha!

Wow, what a busy night.  Night's okay.  I wanna be outgoing for this particular night, but I know the city, and finger-in-the-mouth, it stinks.  No, I can't criticize Toronto that much.  Going out is hard, 'cuz fights can always break out.  Am cool.  Maybe I even just have to go to a patio.  I dunno.  Something with this evening that is so incomplete.  Am listening to Sorry Seems to be The Hardest Word - with L. Lewis' version - and that basically magnifies my life.

I think it's hard to deal with these type of songs.  I still wanna go out.  I don't know who does that lifestyle where, it's going along the side of the road, and there's lights everywhere...  I remember in the nineties I would here people sing, I mean, my friends and I did it once in Canada's Wonderland where we sang Bon Jovi "My Life" in public.

I think my life just lacks celebration,  Right now, I really see myself in Chinatown downtown Toronto, and having close buds with me, and just friggin' being happy with life.  I really think it's a celebratory for my life right now.  My health's getting better, and I have a better outlook in life.

I understand emptiness will always be a threat.  But I feel the warrior in me must be celebrated in.

Thanks for reading, and Terrence, can't wait for your comment.

I have a writing which is based on memory.  Someone has taught me that, to have content, just remember everything that has happened.  I don't know if it's a strength or weakness, but it has enable me to write a lot of entries.  Oddly enough, I can't break out of that system.  I think am used to conversations where it talks about the past.  Conversations are always geared to past and present, it could be a flawed thinking.  I know people can talk about matters in which they're engaged in.  For me to talk about things is a struggle.  People tend to be in philosphy when approaching life, and philosphy doesn't really ring my bell.  I think what ends up happening in life is that, philosphy changes as you act it out in action.  It's the same with strategies, before the game, there could be a lot of plans, once the game starts, it's totally different to the perceived start.

I think the danger in life, and this is what am going through, is having time wasted.  I thank God, 'cuz am able to toil myself even when there seems nothing to do.  Work has to be engaged in, because this world does keep going round out of your control.  It happened to me with the company Apple, I never participated in iPhones much, well, when I wanted to get one, I had no clue what the provider demands and how the connection works.  With this fancy technologies, I don't know how to go about it.  Generally, nobody really knows how to...  Well, it's not much discussed.  For me, applications like Twitter is to build popularity, and perhaps improve your business life.

So the gloominess of Canada is starting now, a lot of people have a problem of it.

Am basically writing a lot, because I wanna maintain my impressive traffic, lol.

I'll take a picture of the weather...

Normally, I wouldn't say anything on it, it's just, it's on a rampant basis that it's gloomy.

It's amazing where the weather can take people.  I was at a salon in Markham a few weeks back, and even the weather was part of their marketing plan.  The salon ended up having a glass window for outdoor exposure.  Well, whenever the weather would turn cloudy, they would increase the indoor light.  When the sun would come out, the indoor lights would be dim.  At first, I didn't really see its significance, well guess what,  By the adjustments, I noticed my mood was always stable.  So there you go, weather of light help business.

I can actually say a lot about that salon and that particular mall which was in.  I went to have breakfast at their food court with just ordinary food, and the cashier made deals with me, I ended up having exotic drinks for fifty cents of one payment.  I was wondering why she asked me where I was coming from.  And am like, in a sarcastic tone, "Whew, am coming from one hour drive away."  She replied, "We have people coming here farther than that."  The question and response even got me more wondering.  Then I started to notice that may be that was an encouragement to stay longer in the mall.  I think Pacific mall is struggling sales wise.  I know, businesses are struggling sales wise, but am walking around the mall, and revenues are hard on this place, mainly because, there weren't a lot of people visiting.  Again, that was early in the morning, but it's like, after a few hours, more people started walking in into the mall.  But having purchases is hard, I even wonder how cashiers survive there with just minimal visits from potential customers.

The marketing plan for the stores there are great though, you can have a nice material for a very reasonable price.  In comparison to other stores, same material but very big difference in prices.