• I heard a few people might directly tell me that am hurting, thus, the Kim-Eminem song
• I was really having problems today, and am finding out now that it`s the molding of God
• I didn`t go to Square One rather I went to Yorkdale mall
• I bought a book on how to make video games, and I love it
• Just really dealt with struggles in my life, it was severe that I was looking for a hiking trail at the escarpment thinking the nature would help
• I don`t know what`s gonna happen the rest of the day, am just dealing with this molding of God 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AYKMRY5Rr9I

All I can basically do is sigh.  Life's tough.  I had some messed up dreams with Pacquiao, and am like, "What was that?"  Woke up, and right away, "Am bored."

Just depending on God, because the day's gonna be boring.  Am planning Square One, and am getting a massage.

Am going for Timmy's too, and I hope the coffee will serve me well.

But it's just stupid right now, it's really boring.  I hope I can get the book by O'reilly "Design Pattern", because it's in the seams of computer programming.  And I feel like coding.

I started having carpal last night due to the excess play of Starcraft 2, and I think I know how to medically treat the injury, wrist curls with the dumbell!

Watched one soloist in American Idol last night, and it was the Mexican guy, and I wanna get Elton John's greatest hits, they're going for eight dollars at Wal-Mart.

Singing wise, I hope I'll do better.  I don't take it seriously enough that I gotta make it broadway, but sometimes, I do get request, and sometimes, I do consider what people think of it.  Everyone makes fun of me singing Lionel Richie.  And with all the laughter, I started thinking that maybe I have to sing like Marvin Gaye (at least the technique), but it's hard, because I've been singing like this for the longest time, and to switch styles would be difficult.

But it's tough, because all these talents have to be in business deals.  I was jotting down notes last night, and these words came out for business:  Writing.  Photography.  Music.  Cook.  Programming.  Marketing.  Sales.

I mean, I can't just focus on the craft, I gotta focus also on making money.

So I don't know how my life's gonna turn out.

• Dealt with Moses' life, and at first, he thought he was The Man, but when God called him forty years later, he was like, "Who am I?"
• Peter felt the same way of being "The man", but after all the failures, he started relying on God
• So as I approach this day, it's God's "I Am Who I Am"
• God's sufficient in our circumstances
• Am planning mall today and Tim Horton's, and it's His "I Am"

• People in the Bible never says "Please!" but "Thank you, God!"
• Knowing God and independence of Him is key!
• Thanking God receives peace which passes all understanding!
• Jesus fed 5000 people over a boy's lunch who was persistent with Jesus!
• The Bible's great!

• Precautions with a rush, because opponents were scouted
• A rush is when you make enough armies to attack early in the game
• My teammates were great, creative enough to do drop offs, meaning sky units having located spots (for the drop offs)
• With this drop offs, marines and sieged tanks were used to get rid of buildings
• The green opponent was the hardest, because of his knowledge to which armies are used in crucial situations
• The game ended when I air attacked the green expanded command centre
• Early in the game was shaky because I had to protect both front and back for possible land and air attacks
• This game was planned mainly for rush

• Been reading a lot about Bible related stuff, and it's about salvation!
• Am praying all the time now that "God, save me!"  :)
• This morning, read the book of Malachi
• SC2 was somewhat good yesterday that I experienced a nice game
• Woke up with my dad frantic for his car keys, I thought something horrible happened - scared me!
• My sister's thinking of moving out!  Gotta have my own money for a house!

• So SC2 is really challenging now, but I like it, I like the new format
• Am a better risk taker now where am taking challenges from church environment to businesses
• Trying to find my 112 album, I love this album!  It's their debut
• Went out to stores this morning, and I was just checking out products
• Gonna study now - and try to earn some money!  :)

/Real people do real things.

So yesterday was tiring to say the least.  I planned for a sleep in, because I was really tired and lacked of sleep.  But my family wanted a simple outing via breakfast (5th Wheel) and Dixie Mall.

I can't altogether complain with what I went through yesterday, because breakfast was good, and the mall was refreshing.  But getting home, there's this bored feeling I get again.  Boredom to the point where it affected my sleep, I didn't sleep right away that I actually played Starcraft 2 for a competition.

But that was yesterday, am fine now.

I read transcripts on my smartphone, and based on Peter's life, I've learned that I have to take risks.

Am gonna deal with Starcraft 2, and take more risks in the game.  Yesterday was a learning experience, because nukes were all over the places, and it's really war.

But am kinda' down right now.  I think our world need innovation, because it is getting boring.  When things become predictable, it can be boring.  I know it's not the best thing to say right now, because one can argue that the world is in turmoil that I should be praying, yada, yada, yada.  But I have a life to deal with too, and it's just boring.  Am about to go for some coffee, and it's basically a drive around the city probably listening to Rick Ross.  He has that song off his mixtape where he is basically Al Capone, and that he is a psychopath, so my life keeps getting better.  Sarcasm I would have to say.

I think what makes Rick Ross superior is that he is a finesse artist.  I think he made a way where people like Jay-Z is going along with his craft.  At okp, someone has stated that he is leading the pack.  Teflon Don just came out, but another album wouldn't hurt, and I would engage in it.  The mixtape is done nice.

But battle.net is a thanksgiving, because I don't like it when life is easy.   I think easiness takes away the challenge, and it becomes a lifeless human being in me.  I actually like going through difficulties and feeling a mess, because the realizations with life is so strong.  But right now, if I digress from playing Starcraft 2, it'd be so boring.  And boredom kills life.

• Bible study at Richmond Hill over funny and interesting discussions
• Had no money for this weekend, but managed to sufficed
• Weekend went really fast, but okay, because the weekday is so far good
• Learning a lot with life, and health wise, it's better for me
• I think a lot of messages go out there that it can really alter your direction
• But pain is a guidance, because when it's too much, a change of plans are made
• Tired and I lack sleep
• Had coffee in the morning, and it was pure music in the van
• Apprehensive with boredom
• I know a few people going for trips this summer, and it's very understandable
• Just had an SC2 game, and it was pretty good, can't be intense because of the tiresome
• This evening, nothing great planned - but things could happen with Premier Fitness and such
• It's almost like there's nothing to do in life
• Was at a resto last night, and at a cafe after
• With the evening, am basically trying to crack jokes