Yup, to list or not.  I've gone Xanga mainly because I wanna see activity with my writing!  No such luck!  I've gone with lists, because it is much easier to read according to O'reilly.

To have some contrasting occurances in my life, I feel the church life is intense.  The informations that's coming out of the sermons are surreal.  There's study on entertainment, money, accomplishments, I mean, everything that man can reach.  These weren't just done through psychology, but what makes the people interesting is that, they confessed what has occured to them after all their goals were reached.

Over Alexander The Great, I haven't really reached the point where am gonna say the same thing.  My Starcraft 2 games remain intense, and at this stage, whether I feel negative or positive, am gonna play more games.  Battle.net is meeting people, and it's just the affliation of other people.  I firmly go with this game, because life can get boring.  I think it's just the enjoyment of competition, and it's also in a way where I can't beat the game, almost all games don't guarantee a win.  It's funny with the game, because there's so many good players, and it's amazing with some of the things I've seen.

So I hope I'll never go Alexander The Great:  "I have no more worlds to conquer."

Humanistically, life can get boring.  Even just now, I get up out of bed and started driving around the city, and am blessed because I have cd albums in the car, and people like Axl Rose have timeless material in their abilities.

Yeah, life can get boring, lol.  I've also got accustomed to books, this is probably why I write a lot.  I've dealt with photography too.

But the weekend, I really don't like to write anymore, because I don't know if people read.  I have it organized that it's gonna be on bullet forms,

But in business, no one knows what's gonna succeed and bomb.

It has been very outgoing since Friday.  I have pictures over Andriod to various restaurants.  There's an establishment at Don Mills were it was decent, and I told my friend that I would go around that place.  It's not so much of the material, but the surrounding, it's got luxury written all over it.

But gonna go out again today, am tired, but I understand that it's good for life quality.  I read sermon transcripts going to bed last night, and all the fatigue didn't make me sleep properly.  I was already up six in the morning.

But it's dangerous, because life can be boring.  I have Birdman's "Priceless" right now, and wow, boring.

• Just coming home from Vaughn Mills
• The mall was okay that at times I was bored
• Am more looking at the people than the stores
• I have my opinions on people
• What went on last night came looming in my mind
• What loomed?  Marketing
• Am trying hard how to open the market up
• Saw a lady in her cart store, and nobody was buying her products
• That lady in her cart, I wonder what she went through
• Marketing is hard, because the product must be believed in, problem is, nobody believes on anything
• Drove the Sonata, and I'll have pictures of it tomorrow, and the drive was good

• I was able to go out this morning to Square One mall, did walking there
• Back to the heart of Christianity as am listening to Casting Crowns
• "Is there hope for any man?"  Uncanny song
• Christianity was inspired by last night's meeting
• Happy that Casting Crowns has another torrent an album that came out 2009
• Meal was good, beef and potatoes
• I have a lot of time this evening, and no money to go out, lol

A lot of plans loomed for this evening, there was gonna be an event in Mississauga, and there would be a Bible study in Richmond Hill.

I was actually short of money to go out for this evening, but people gave me money,

The Bible study was funny, there were great talks.  For privacy reasons, I won't expose what went on with that meeting, but let's just say "It was funny."

I think this Bible study was key, because I am listening to Christian music right now with Casting Crowns.

I've ready sermon transcripts, and it's only Jesus who can mend this broken "heart".  Mainly because, getting up, life is very ordinary, and personally, I feel lonely and such.

Of course, am gonna mix it in with writing, but Christianity is great, it's the most real thing in this world.

Am just recovering right now, but I've dealt with business for the longest time now, and am seeing its clearest picture.  It's basically just this.  I've often wondered why the enthusiasm is always found among the youth and not from the old people, because I now know.

I did my one hour walk this morning, and it was frigid considering that there was an anouncement of spring, I played Lost Boyz and thoroughly enjoyed it.

I was at Indigo last night, and I opened Marilyn Monroe's journal, and she writes in random ways, I now know.  Anything you can think of writing, you put it down on paper:  Elephant, cowboys, cactus, sand, sunset...

• Am about to go walking, and I understand how hard it is
• Swimming was hard yesterday that I just played around the Water Works, and the slides were awesome
• Couldn't really decide what to do with Indigo, but overall, the read was good
• Still on Alexandra Stan that this song is the bomb!
• Am wearing some nice sweater right now, that I should take a picture of it,
• Planning on buying the textbook artwork of The Group of Seven
• Yup, the whole group of The Group of Seven all committed suicide, but their works are great, I love their painting!
• Gonna watch some dvds today over an eighty dollar fine with BlockBuster misplacing the copies
• My Sony Ericcson XPERIA is great

• So yesterday was tiring that I lost weight this morning - by checking the mirror
• I didn't know it was a snow storm until I started driving on the road
• Visited my psyche yesterday, and I don't know what it is, but it's a check up
• Went to The Bay after @ Erin Mills Towne Centre, and the John Vasatos cologne is so purchasable!
• I wanna work at The Bay, too!
• The Alexandra Stan song is growing on me that am going back to my roots with Rihanna's Good Girl Gone Bad!
• American Idol was bananas that it lead me to acting quirky at home, that Lionel Richie's "Hello" was on the soloist!
• Starcraft 2 as usual, and am winning, because of a certain technique
• My lower back is just sore from shovelling, but good exercise nevertheless

With SC2, am usually nervous when I play the game.  I think what makes the game more intense is that, there's just too many mean people online,  I've won my last two games mainly because, I got an application on my Android basically explaining what a Terran strategy should be.  I've been dealing with these stats for a while, and just following them now.  What's amazing is that, it really works.  The success didn't really make me happy, because when I read the instruction, it was visually there that I could picture it keenly, and almost make my moves predictable.

I respect these strategies so much, because it is rare that Starcraft 2 players would talk about.  Usually, people will just go for mass and then attack, but with these, it's building in a way to be effective.

My day today went really fast that am sorta' in disbelief that it's already midnight.  Shoveling the snow was difficult, but I kept pushing, and I did three trips today finishing them all.

It was basically music galore today to keep my sanity, I had Alexandra Stan playing so much in my head, even right now, am still looking for her music.  At first, I thought she sounded like Rihanna, and yup, on youtube, she's doing Rihanna renditions.  But the material (craft) of this song was just nice.

So walking is such a big part of my life now, I plan and really push myself for it.  Am trying to do different locations that yesterday and this morning, I was in downtown Milton.  Walking is all right, but when the fatigue sets in, it can be a struggle.  My one hour walks are great, but the last thirty minutes, it's not for pleasure anymore, where basically it is a war where am just trying to make it home.

I would sing while walking, and it's a great technique to make the walk bearable, because without mind stimulation, it can be boring, and quitting is done after five minutes.  But I have nice tunes, and the ordeal is pleasurable.

I think there's just so much into life where I realized today that exericise is life, because you need different activities where right now, am basically dealing with swimming, running, walking, aerobics, push-ups, plyo, because too much of sameness can be boring, and the body feels unhealthy, deep down, I wanna do more, lol.  I used to think that it's the cool, fresh air outside that would alleviate the walk, but there's a lot into exercises, and it's really a fight for happiness.  I find the whole thing odd.

Life's dangerous that even being here on the computer is not the most inviting thing ever.  I think the creativity for outdoors and being active about it is crucial.

My mind does think what different ways I can deal with the outdoors, because walking is too common.  I just need that activity where it's gonna be appetiting and basically am salivating.

I tried watching a couple of movies last night, and Due Date had its moments, but movies are not the end meets of things.  Acting is not even the means of things, because it's basically the person's way of life, with Due Date, I thought they were promoting marijuana, and I can really say that it's a progranda, because the substance is legal, and you have this actor saying all kinds of good things about it.  It's an interesting movie, because there's cultural shift about it, am first introduced with this character over Hangover, and I would see a couple more movies of his, but he dominated this movie where the co-actor, who is prominant, was basically third wheel.  Cleanliness will always be a virtue, I guess getting the message that marijuana is good was the movie's total message.  I thought it was creative that they tried to be articulate about it.  Once again, it's a movie based on products, and America's goal is to make sales out of these.

So my week would be activious, I have three gatherings to meet up that I usually occupy my week all for myself.  There's two meetings and am not really sure their purpose, but the last one on Saturday is Wild Wings for my friend's birthday party.

Meetings are geeky for me, because I do try to figure out why they're there and stuff.  My understanding with life is that not a lot happens, I was basically contemplating on how to put out a good show, and I kinda' figured that it's better to be in person.  Meaning, you don't need a stage or platform for casts to deal with a performance.  There's actually a lot in marketing and business that are learned, because am dealing with Sienfeld, and I figured that this sitcom marketed stories based on nothing, the show's overall plot was nothing.

So with meetings, it makes me wonder the set up, and I think gatherings are advantagous when there's a forward motion for it.  Everybody loves a purposeful life.

Yesterday, I drank overall four extra large regular coffee, and guess what, at three in the morning, I was wide awake.  I recognized that I needed a healthier diet, so at seven in the morning, I was already at Wal-Mart taking Sunkist oranges.  I think oranges are great for fighting off chemicals, but it's okay.

My day was long yesterday that highway 401 was challenging in the evening.  Driving back home was great, because tp2.com was great!  I've been dealing with soul music for a while now, I was playing D's greatest hits that the love for music heightened.  Soul notes are great, and the singing is great, and I just love the emotion of the song.

Dealt with two church services yesterday, and both were identical.  Am around Toronto for the second service that I make the trip, because there's a lot of time.  So it's in a way where am awake seven in the morning and getting home one a.m.  With all the businesss, I do study business, it's just this path to making some income.  I think the need for an interesting life demands a well incomed life so am always thinking of ways to get income.  I come across businesses both highway and inroads, and I study what they serve.  But being busy helps, so far, in many terms, my profiles for facebook and xanga had come hefty.  But I keep thinking that the job I'll probably get is packaging, am on for this writing business, and even photography, but I don't think it's routable, I've been adviced to keep going down the road to which I placed my goals in.

For ideas, venues I take part in are movies and music.  Musically, what was funny was that they had a remix on Barbara Striesand with Charlie Sheen replaced as the name.  Barbara came out of Oprah few years back with the problematic life, and I was young then that I thought it was a normal thing, Charlie Sheen remixed, I understood what the ramifications were, my mom brought up the story (with him) and it's that, it's a man trying to get his job back.  With the radio station, I thought it was just uncanny to align both people at the same realm, I was shocked with the message, because it is an indication with the problems they had addiction or financially.

With all the fast information by technology now, the world is really small.  I followed the ongoings in Japan, and every day I hear about it, it's an up to date news, and the developments are keen, and the nuclear plant being broken causes an uncomfortable to viewers.  I study news reporters, and they're usually giddy for news, but after hearing this devastation especially with the nuclear plants, based on my read, the gentleman was not comfortable with his position in his life.  True stories do the inevitable of changing our so called good lives.  I think one can come out happy and stable, but when news like this become comprehended in crystal clear form, the stability is dislodged.  And personally, it's everyone's struggle, because we all think we deserve a good life, and we've battled for years to have a decent life, but problems don't stop coming, there's always occurances which affect the good life.

Smokin' Aces (part 2) was watched last night, and I thought the movie was good, the diaglogues were just hard to read where it was hard to see where the story was headed.  I think what dominated this movie was action, you basically sympathize with the plot based on characters' action and behaviour to each other.

But fun night with people, there was a practice play, and I was invited for a rehearsal, and I ultimately declined, because I don't know what to do with plays.  I was on the pews, and am like "There must be a way to act great."  I kinda' figured that it'd by the musical involved in the acting, it's not solid proof, but I noticed with plays is that, it's just acting, there's no rivet, no capturing moments.  I think capturing moments doesn't just begin in emotional and lovely ways, I think horror is an element which has value for a capture.  For a Roman soldier, am basically doing Ric Flair moves, and it was taken seriously that I was mislead for beating up Jesus.

Then massive dinner at the filipino restaurant, I neglect it, but I think filipino food are the greatest.  Periodically, I go to filipino eatery sari-sari style, and I don't know if it's the culture, but I feel I can stay there the whole night.  For my next sauce, on the sliced bbq pork, am dealing with chili.  Yup.  I got it from my grandfather, I remember him just eating it fresh, and am like "Thumb's up."  I tried it the next day and wondered how his tongue could try it.  But with hot sauce, I really started late, but now, I really look for it.  I think it makes the food challenging to the point where it makes your life interesting, lol.