Uh-huh, can't stop writing. I've grown to love HTML. Because am supposed to be doing something else right now. Am starting to treat this like a canvas, am not entirely a painter behind it, but I like to generate my stories based from what I've conceived on the day. So this conception? Well, I was driving a lot yesterday, because that's my responsibility at church, am okay with tiresome, because I've been beaten so much with this activity where I just accepted the pain. Before, I would probably lose my cool, and hope even, but now, am like: So be it. This is actually an issue that's crucial, because sometimes, I do share my struggles with people, and it was my sister who said that life is a disadvantage. Sometimes, I rebel from that truth, because her accounting job is not the most exciting thing ever. But I make sure that am not numb in life, and that I wanna be healthy, and not be unhappy. A lot of stuff I deal with requires creativity, because I've grown to realize that it's really hard with some of these stuff, because am dealing with life insurance, English (writing), computer coding, real estate, I mean, anything my hand can touch, and my goodness, A Whole New World, you know?
I posted this on Facebook, and am like, How does money work nowadays? I understand food, clothing, and oil are the top sellers. Because I look at China town, and it breathes with food and clothing. But I think it's dumbfounding to just deal with food and clothing, I mean, if I find the business in these areas, I'd like to engage on it for sure. I know a little bit about it, because someone did explain it to me with the relation of brand name attires like Tommy Hilfiger, Hugo Boss, and am probably influenced with that truth the man explained it to me. But yeah, I think it's just important to sell, and to make money. It's dumbfounding right now, because I really have to make money. I have found that there's a lot of movements out there, this new business concept Americans have invented is very luring to me, and my goodness, I wanna be a business man behind it.
With this world recession, I've grown to notice that the financial world has changed. I think making money is not found in company work anymore, I understand there's a lot of venues to do business, because there is the net over social networking sites, but I think it's being resourceful and industrious with what you have. I know an elder woman who runs her take-out restaurant at her home, and she's able to pay for her mortgage.
I've grown to realize with company is that, you have to be really skilled. Because I came from a job interview, and I just threw everything there, and I was impressive, but at the end, she questioned my motives, am like, "Huh?" So even there, it's not just financial, it's motives.
This world went down, because people don't know how to make money anymore. The Jezebel selling with sex is still prevelant, but when there's too much weakness, it will negate people from having bright ideas.
I mean, everything is under the sun, and it's just finding things in their business terms, but am not altogether encouraged with how things go, I understand am over trained, but I was recently in a classroom, and there weren't too much bright ideas where the theory of the course was actually being put down by questions.
Giving up would be great, but I understand that I have to find the leader in me. I have to lead, because there isn't much job security out there. And if I fail big time, I go to the streets.
