December 29, 2011
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Wow, Talk about Frustration
I've grown to understand that problems are man's best friends, but for me, it's still a problem. And there are times when I want this disturbance away from me. I always thought that I could control my destiny, and I was good at this when I was in highschool. But when college came, and working at Xerox after graduation, I came to see that it's a day to day thing. The control is not there that I find myself always praying.
Happiness is tough, because I want to do things which are more fun. I bought two business books today at the mall, I have read the first one, but am having a hard time finishing it, because I think it's boring. The second book is about the company Coca Cola, and I hope it'd be all right.
I understand that growth is important in life, because being stagnant in writing with my case can be very damaging. I think what's hurtful is when you put a lump sum with your dealing in life. Because at this point, I just really wanna do something. I hate being idle, and being bored in life.
The problem with writing is that, I don't always have something to say.
Because I have the energy and time, and losing them both is hatred.
I know am never gonna know everything. And I just have to learn to be happy with the little things. Even if I only get a few audience, I would have to be happy for that.
