May 30, 2011

• Hahahaha!

  Trilla.  I don't remember what happened throughout the day, I just feel that I went through so much.  I was so tired this morning to the point of begging sleep.  But I had to step it up, I was able to go shopping for gardening at Home Depot along with my mom, because she paid the bill, and I was able to do yard work.

  Still questioning life, it's in a way where there's liberation in terms of what am going through, but am still finding my way through.  I remember asking a fella how he was doing, and he said, "Just happy to be alive."  And guess what, I just realized that right now, "Just happy to be alive."

  Being thirty two is really different.  I didn't know life would be like this where it's not based on emotions or hype anymore.  At this point, it's just being healthy.

  I'll still go at life with a hard working attitude, but I don't know what kinds of realizations am gonna encounter.  I think working hard is crucial, because it is demanded.  Nothing soft with the day where am really grieving at Wal-Mart's McDonald's.

  
  

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