May 1, 2011

• Yay, It's Blogging Time!

  What can I say with the day.  I've been trying to be British for the longest time now, and I understand that they're honest people, so liken to it, instead of saying "Oh God, what am I going through?"  I say, "This is daunting."  The day more than likely was messed up.  But I understand that we grow in bad times, I think they're a number of people who are some what familiar with my condition, with myself, I don't even know what it is, but if you look at my doctor's file, it's like the size of an encyclopedia.  So while playing volleyball today with NLCBC, I started having a quirky mind, so I started talking to God in prayer, and the thing was difficult that I was really frustrated in the change room while rehabbing myself.

  By God's grace, I have a way to somewhat control the mind problem, but deep down, I keep thinking that things can be better (and that they will be better.)

  I went off Brampton area, because I was looking for cold drink, and I ended up having an extra large smoothie at the Tim Horton's drive-thru.  And while all these snack-like activity, it loomed in my mind that I have to love God with my mind, Biblically, it's actually "all my mind".  Am doing that now, and am healed.  A lot can be said with my mind, because I have this Axl Rose lyrics, off November Rain, "I can finally rest my head just knowing that you're mine."  So for the longest time now, I've gone on a romance binge, and I've had intimate relationships, but "the head is never at rest."  So when I talk to my doctor, all the issues are concerning:  How's my concentration; How's my appetite...  Because health wise, I think my doctor knows me well.

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