Haha!  Where do I start!  What a day!  Am having my down moments right now, but am not altogether worried, because biblically, God can always remold me.  Why am I down?  Because I feel I haven't gained anything substancial despite the progression of the day.  Yes, it is a business world, but I still have my questions in life.

What's this business innuendo?  I think personality changes once you engage in hard selling.  I think when you engage in real world projects, your degree or diploma changes its value.  I went to two malls today, and am up for malls, because it is a business place.  Now, a lot of people engage in my business sense, and I have no problems with that, because I am an open person.  I think I've just been bogged down with business all my life that I've learned to be supportive through my openness.  Funny thing with openness is, Google is open.  I didn't really engage on my openness strategy today at the two malls where this could be another entry.  When I was at the Chinese mall, on Dixie Rd. and Eastgate Rd., I investigated what the stores were, and I was amazed because the mall's been open for I think twenty years now, and it hasn't shut down.

So I saw hair salons there, bakery, food court, electronics, eye wear, and I noticed that these businesses are liquid.  So I learned something today, and that is, matters don't have to be complicated.  A simple ten dollar haircut would be very good to the public (already).

But as I learn business, I have a lot of questions about it.  Because the business could be up, it's just that, you have to market it.  Marketing meaning, you have to make relational to potential customers.  So with these questions I have, I do read business books, and right now am reading "What Would Google Do?"  And by this book, I learned that you have to have good relationships with your customers.

Through the course of my life, I've engaged in successful terms and failures.  And it's tough, because it's easy to point the finger blaming other people, but really, I point the finger to myself.

And it's okay, if something doesn't sell well, am willing to problematize it.  I think I've gone problematic over the years that I have this tavern-like outlook in life.  But it's okay.  I just feel business is so hard to deal with.

Business is hard, because we've lost values.  A lot of businesses are up for intimacy among genders.  Like fragrances and looking awesome in clothes are dealt with to be attractive to the opposite sex, but now, through the cheapening of making love, nobody cares anymore.  And it's in this lost of value that for example marriages are falling apart.  I still feel okay with things, because am learning that values are not taught rather they are caught.  And I feel my life has values, and it is something I can give as an inheritance to people.  At the mall, people are not only window shopping, but they enjoy the actual walk around.

On my smartphone, I do check my activities here on xanga, mainly if am getting views.  Am not being forceful that when I only see one or two views, I go on my method of attracting visitors.  My secret?  Well, I used to be one sided with my writing, but now, am basically showing everything.  I show everything, but at the same time, they are true of me, and I think that's what people respect from me.  I used to be concerned with what I write, because I didn't wanna be negative, or depressing with stuff.

But to be not one-sided, yesterday was hell.  Church was great, and I love being in that mode of praise and worship especially at CLC, because musically, it's so legit.  It's almost uopheria that am crying singing along with the songs.  But obviously, after the service, I would have to deal with the outside world again, and am back to my problems again.

I mention that it was hell, because I was really suffering last night, mainly because I was so tired.  I was supposed to go out for my nephew's birthday, but I digressed, because I was so tired, and I wasn't there mentally.

This was my travel yesterday:  

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A lot of realizations today, that's right.  And I've found out that life is really problematic.  But through these series of problems, I've learned that only Jesus can provide happiness, in fact, He's the only happiness.

If I can entail my day, I had a long day, because I woke up so early, and I basically stayed around the local area.  But the problem was happiness, and am learning now that I have to deal with Jesus.  Because you can have the travel, the sports, the entertainment, and you still come out voided.

For driving, I went around Airport Rd., and I saw the airport worthy to be picture taken, but I was on the highway, and that I would have to pull on the curb, which I thought was dangerous, so am looking for a different time to take that picture, the scenery was good.

• Derrick Rose was amazing with the playoff game today
• Am cheering for the Chicago Bulls to win
• Am glad Miami won, because I think they're overrated

Yup, life is life.  So I've gotten acquainted with people basically my whole life, but with different relating situations, I began to understand the mentality of people.  So this morning was The Interesting Life, because I noticed that people are driven to be away from boredom.  I think people are just looking for stimulations, because it can be dry and unchallenging.  Am fine myself, because I do entertain myself with Starcraft 2 and such.

I dealt with the potential job I had, and am looking at products, and photos are mainly the "in" products where it is the greatest sell, because people like to see stimulating stuff.  So guess what I did?  I dealt with my own pictures.  My pictures are sceneries, and I work hard at it, but it's the audience which is gonna make the last call.  I've gotten compliments, and Likes from Facebook, but I keep thinking that things can be better.  I do study picture, and I've seen a lot, but I keep thinking that there could be more better stuff.  I do scan the world and see what I can get out of it, and with my family vacation, I hope that visiting Palm Beach would change things, because I haven't gone there, and there's mansions there.  I really don't know how to work my photography life, but I'll deal with it when am at the place.  Am hoping a roam around South Beach would change too, I've been watching a lot of Miami Vice, and am hoping that I can get entertained with the place.

1. Make money
2. Sell something, for money
3. I.T. developer can be essential
4. Apply new exercises
5. Be business minded
6. Study trends, study business (more)
7. Pray

• Was so tired last night that I was falling asleep before midnight
• Was at pstr. Ador's house with Christians
• Gotta share my testimony "to others" was the lesson
• The lesson was solemn, lol

I asked a bunch of questions last night, because I do have perceptions in life.  Like to me, life is so simple that there's nothing to do.  I think the best we can do is play bowling.  Now, one can argue that there's the church, and all that stuff, but at church, what can you really contribute?  I guess I've been in church long that I've learned to examine it.  There's just a lot of issues, a pastor brought it up why there isn't too much young people at church.

I think what ends up happening is that people just go out when it's summer time.  A few people didn't show up last night, and there was speculation that it's because the weather's great for going out.

I mean, this entry may not even sell if I just keep talking about church things.  But with going out, I do entertain myself with Yorkdale mall, and things of that nature.  Am just mentioning church, because there are a lot to accomplish, and it's almost like a store where you have to sell and close a deal, seriously, it really is.  I even feel that it's harder, because through success, no member is getting money out of it, in the outside world, you might get a commission and stuff like that.

But with church, you really deal with people, and this is where I see first hand the pestilence involved.  People can really be a pest, and I admit that sometimes, I practice it.  But my prayer before became an issue, because I don't want to look prayerful and righteous before people, 'cuz I don't like people telling me "You're good at this, you're good at that."  I like to keep it personal, if I really do,

But I understand everyone in this world is in a sinful nature:  "All have sinned and come short of the glory of God."  And it's messy.

But that was last night, and I don't know what am gonna face today.  Am reading a Donald Trump book, and some dude made one million dollars of a one thousand dollar business investment, so am motivated with this book.  But I can also keep reading the Bible.

So I was asked if I knew anything with the web, and I said Yes.  But the question did challenge me to research more on web activities.  So I have here a book on web ideas, and am skimming through the site examples, and they're boring.  So am like, "This is dangerous", if people are not gonna like this, it will not be visited.

I also noticed that photography dominated these sites, and perhaps the better photos haven't been shown, but again, "They're boring."  As I guage, am also looking at me pictures "if they're boring."

I think travel dominates, because it makes life interesting.  My family is planning a Florida trip again, and am happy that we've planned for Palm Beach, mainly because I wanna see the mansions there, and I would like to take pictures of them.

But it's in this sense where an interesting craft has to be produced, because things have gotten boring.

Am currently working on a video, and it's a compilation of pictures among which I think are interesting.

But business can be scary that if it's boring, people are gonna leave.  Lol.

I could ask, but at the same time, I have to be idealistic with things.  I don't know where to take my next craft though, am really hoping for this Florida trip.  I already prayed to God for a Europe trip, and am hoping for awesome pictures.

Wow, where do I begin?  I have this habit of probably being too supportive to people.  I know people look to examine what I have learned in life, and into the thick of things, you see the real value of matters.  And just like what Lil' Wayne said of his business life, "It's not safe."  It is hard, it is tiring, I mean, I don't see altogether as perfect, I mean, there's been instances driving on highway 401 where I was gonna sleep on the steering wheel.  I was told one time that "Everything is dangerous."  I don't get much sleep sometimes, and sometimes, I can't sleep either where my doctor has asked me repeatedly how my sleep was.

The situation with my doctor?  I don't know his practise all that much, because I haven't really familiarized myself with the medical world.  I do touch on health, I do like being healthy, but I've also came across a truth that the hospital is not Care, it's critical, meaning, when you're admitted in the hospital, you're basically losing a bit of your life.  My wisdom is that, before the hospitalization, you should take care of yourself.

With Dr. Johnson, yes, because I've been hospitalized numerous times in my early twenties, and he has asked me the same question over and over again, and I realized that his questions are viable, important, and essential.  Because I do have to sleep well, I do have to eat well, I do have to concentrate well, and I do have to energize well.  And I think at this point, it's all about survival, because as I keep going through in life, the suffering continues, and the issues occur.  And while in his office, am a struggling person, but I can also see it in himself.  I think world-wise, I mean, Japan alone right now, the country was great economically, but with the earthquakes, a lot have died, and a lot are suffering right now with lack of comfort.

So I just got off Indigo right now over reading a few pages of Russel Peters biography!  I know life is much more than this, but I do deal with bookstores.  I think the dude's so funny that even his serious statements are funny.

I didn't read the book that much, because I kinda' know him from his stand-ups.

But the weather's warm that I prefer yesterday's cool temperature, I didn't like going out right away when I wasn't wearing shorts.

• So I admit that I have trouble sleeping, and this was apparent again last night were it was dawn, and I was still awake
• Tonight, am gonna sleep better, because am better mentally that I made adjustments, 'cuz sleeping's so hard
• Just got off of practice, and the whole thing was tiring
• Tired and bored, and I have nothing to do now
• I wanna watch Arthur, and I can't find it online that it's ten-fifteen this evening at AMC
• Basically listfully blogging, 'cuz my views are going up for this blog
• Just have no aim in life, hard to call life, you know?
• I think what's destructive is that, you work hard resulting a fatigue experience, and nothing happens
• I just hope my singing will do well, because I worked my butt off tonight, and I was so tired
• Hopefully, next year, there'd be a Europe trip, and I really wanna take pictures, and I hope that'll do well too
• So I dunno, I guess am looking for success, lol