April 28, 2011

  • For the Sake of Writing :)

    What has transpired.  Yes.  For some reason, I was driving late last night, oh yeah, I had to drop off my mom at her night shift (in Canada Post.)  Thing was, there's a little nature work here in Milton along the residential area, I turned to this street, because it was time to go home, thing was, the car in front of me was suspicious, no paranoia stuff, just straight fear from me, because the setting with all the dark trees, and long and narrow road, the car didn't even react fast, I was still far away, and he stationed himself right at the middle of the road.  Am like, "What?"  I dodged it by de-touring.

    Life, life, life, what can I say about it?  I think life is so vast and such an open field that it's easy to get lost.  I understand that there's boredom, and there's times when we feel like we have nothing to do.  But when life does become activious, the idealistic life can be hefty.  I've been dealing with people a lot older than me for the longest time now, and I deal with them, basically because I wanna know their survival.  I understand am thirty two years old, but at the same, when there's a person who is in his fifties, I can't help but distinguish what he has been through.

    I studied humanity for the longest time now, and it's amazing the type of stories I get out of it.  I just read a sermon from Peoples church, and a man believed that Christianity is true, but won't put his faith on it, so what did Charles Price react on it?  "Am telling you, man, that you're a fool."  So it's amazing how foolishness can still be practiced in any age of humanity.

    Am on xanga, basically because am bored.  Am a little comforted, because God's the Author and Finisher of my faith.  Am patient in a way, but there's nothing to do.  Am trying to be creative.  Am currently into Jamie Foxx's music, I have all his three albums now.  His stuff is not a culture changing kinda' thing, but I feel it bangs, I think it's for a night life music, and it's pretty much original, it'll be in a way where am gonna deal with this lifestyle - I think - that I don't know how am gonna react to it.  I think Canada's so busy that you can only deal with things during night time.  I had an intense night life too, I remember just sleeping for forty five minutes, and being up again for a seminar, mainly because I thought my mental health could take it, but am suffering at CLC, and I kinda' eased up on it, because it's too hard.  Being on hwy. 401, and you're about to sleep on the wheel, because of tiredness is alarming.

    I'll be in Miami soon, I might deal with the night life there, but I understand that it's still being awake, and that there's gonna be hanging out outside just for the fresh air, I mean, nothing out of the norm.  I think the media does well on promoting night lives in NBA games (when they show the city in bird's eye view.)